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If I Scream in a Forest Alone - Do I Even Make a Sound?

So here we are. With much more time having passed than I meant. You see, I have this habit. My brain goes hardcore into a project. I get amped up. I do the thing. Then a few weeks later something in life happens. A schedule change. A shift in my mood. And the project gets lost. I never meant for that to happen with this. But here we are. And at least so am I. But today I wanted to go over something that has nothing to do with my IBS (shock and awe!). There has been this heavy weight of sadness and guilt washing over me this week. You see, like this project, I wanted to do a thing. I got into an exercise schedule, not for any weight loss ideals, but to keep my anxiety at bay. Just something active for me to do and get out of my head - I used to do theatre, roller derby, soap making, etc and every now and again I just need something fresh to try. And I did the thing. For two weeks straight, I found classes I liked and could do. I signed up with a personal trainer to learn som...